1. 1 Thessalonians 3:5 (ESV)
  2. Exposition

To what does "when I could bear it no longer" refer?

1 Thessalonians 3:5 (ESV)

5 For this reason, when I could bear it no longer, I sent to learn about your faith, for fear that somehow the tempter had tempted you and our labor would be in vain.

When I could bear it no longer recalls, in almost the same words as 1 Thessalonians 3:1, the internal conflict created by Paul’s concern for the Thessalonians and his inability to return to them. Although in 1 Thessalonians 3:1 Paul had referred to himself using the plural pronoun we, he uses the singular I here. This has the effect of emphasizing his personal concern in the matter—an emphasis which is compounded in Greek by the combination of and/even with I into the compound κἀγὼ (Greek: καὶ + ἐγώ = κἀγὼ). This combination and emphasis is not generally represented in the English translations.